Bedroom Melancholy

Skadoosh

Here I am again Nine Months after our broken end Feel more anxious than ever But that’s how this whole tale began And let me make it clear That I don’t miss you anymore But I miss what we used to have Before you slammed the door

The way you hurt me more and more Even though you’re not here Makes my head get all blurry And feel like it cannot clear And process things more than it should And hurt my heart today And lack of sleep ain’t helping me But I stay up anyway

And maybe you would listen If I told you the whole story And maybe you would understand Why I always worry Or maybe you would hear it If I turned it to a song And listed all my problems Maybe you would sing along

But it gets hard to let go of Someone that I adored That ripped a piece right out of me Even though it’s restored And though I question everything And put my heart at cost I just have bedroom melancholy I know I’m no longer lost

Additional Drums and Percussion - Robert Allen Additional Electric Guitar - Josiah Macevicius

And we woke up in the morning sun Growing old with the light We spent our days rocking back and forth And I kissed you a sweet goodnight When everything was happier When our love would gleam Thought we’d grow old together But that’s just a dream

You filled up my heart And you stole it from me You break me apart And you set me free You open me up As if you were the key Now that you are a ghost Hopefully you’re happy

And rain poured down like the drops of sun When you told me it wasn’t right You said I need to go and run That all we’ll ever do is fight When everything was happier When our love would end Thought we’d grow old together But that’s just pretend

You filled up my heart And you stole it from me You break me apart And you set me free You open me up As if you were the key Now that you are a ghost Hopefully you’re happy

And I told you I’d give you the sun And now we’re split for our lives Broken tears drop onto my floor Crying everyday and night When we could’ve been happier When our love was real Thought we’d grow old together But now You don’t know how you feel

Additional Drums and Percussion - Robert Allen Female Vocals - Raegan Beranek

Morning Sun

Ripple (Interlude)

SFX - Robert Allen, Marco Valenzuela Electric Guitar - Jackson Rodriguez

Lavender

I fell in love With a girl who’s moving on But it’s okay I’m just praying we’re not done She’s an angel Whether she likes it or not And if you think someone’s more Beautiful you’re wrong

I’m so sorry I get scared I just hope you know I care And whatever happens I’ll be here for you My anxiety is bad I’m so sorry I get sad But I’m using lavender to push through To try and stay with you

I just want you To feel the best you can Make sure that you’re happy Even when it’s hurting me I just want you To know that you’re wonderful And even when we’re struggling My heart’s still full

Credits

Additional Production and Recording from Jackson Rodriguez and Robert Allen

All songs written, recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by Levi Thomas

Special thanks to Josiah Macevicius (Track 1), Raegan Beranek (Track 2), and Marco Valenzuela (Track 3) for being part of the recording process, Jake Blair and Josh Raymond for help with Video, Storyboarding, Promotion, and Media, Robert Allen (Tracks 1-3) for helping me redo this project from the ground up on 3 different occasions, as well as pouring your time into the early foundations of this project, Jackson Rodriguez (Tracks 1-3) for being my second set of ears and ideas, being my primary man in the chair, and teaching me to grow beyond the music and into the media and presentation of it, Alex Andrade for continuing to push me towards growing both musically and as a human from the sidelines, to all the friends who have helped proof this project before release, and lastly to my family, for putting up with the noise.

For my brother, Elijah, for pushing me to work towards something beyond myself since the beginning, for following and watching from the sidelines as I’ve grown, and for proving that there are people out there who will listen. Despite this project losing its roots, you have helped grown bigger ones than I could’ve ever imagine. Love you.

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